syncopated.

Monday, March 06, 2006

how far i've come.

1945 hrs, 14th march.

The miles are adding up
and the days are counting down.

tests for the term have been completed. but my subject combi is still leaving me in some measure of doubt. indecisive is right. what do i really want? i seem to score well in those i don't like - and do badly in the ones i like.

my heartstrings unwind
unwound
like a petal pulled from an open flower
surrounded
by fields where children sigh
but don't make a sound



here in this life
we seem so lost
on this side of brightness
we don't know where to go

. . .

two landmark occasions over the past weekend.

i've finally had a chance to sail with seng leong. it's been a while coming, taken some time getting past stages to reach this point. and it's really been worth everything.

guess he pretty much established dominance through the first few races. 3 firsts on the first day. i think i now roughly know exactly where i stand.

looking back, it's interesting to see how far i've come. it's really interesting (and still rather unbelievable to me) how i seem to perform more consistently as the wind increases. which does not match my weight at all. feels good pacing sl on those upwinds.

but enough respect. it's time to look forward. work on that boatspeed both on and off the wind. cut down on mistakes. put on those kilos.

anyway.

sl - 1, 1, 1, 2, 3, ocs
me - 2, 2, 2, 3, 1, 1

yea. it was memorable overtaking both sl and cai (and then some) on that 2nd upwind, with a good injection of luck along with it. i was 2nd in the last race, but sl was ocs.

I sit here clutching useless lists
Keys for doors that dont exist
I crack my teeth on pearls

Tear into the history
Show me what it means to me
In this world
Yea in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Until i understand or go blind 

I see the parts but not the whole
Study saints and scholars both
But no perfect plan unfurls

Do i trust my heart or just my mind
Why is truth so hard to find in this world
Yea in this world

Cause i am due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Until i understand or go blind 

I know that theres a point i missed
A shrine or stone i haven't kissed
A scar that never graced my wrist
A mirror that hasn't met my fist
But i can't help feeling like im

Due for a miracle
Im waiting for a sign
Stare straight into the sun
And i wont close my eyes
Until i understand or go blind 

the 2nd landmark occasion.

i raced my dad the last two days. not like i ever was really anywhere near him :p

he was such a great sport. getting towed by giba to nsc, capsizing countless times, humbling himself and his son in front of the whole fleet, exiting tired and weary, but still finding enough energy to give a cracked smile, enough wit to crack jokes.

it took a while for this day to come. and yet we all knew it was coming soon.

you're the

craziest
wackiest
silliest
most persistant
greatest

dad ever. three cheers from your son.

. . .

oh. here's an interesting link.

squishing banana pancakes.

Strummed at 9:06 PM (x)

the artist.
colin cheng.
3/4.14, 5/6.6.
acsi (ib).
10/09/1989.
sailor.
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